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Posted by debbie on 7/28/2007, 4:04 pm
Well don't know were to start really, lost my everything my life my soul mate Tony 17 months ago,been here a few times to pour out my heart, this site has been my saviour to me because I have no one else to tell my inner most feelings to, no one close. I find it very hard to have a face to face heart to heart if you like, since my counselling though, which has been a great help I have started to open up to Tony's brother is good and kind and I know he is suffering to, and he has helped me a great deal with practical things. I just want a friend, and have been very open with him, but he talks in riddles and i am so confused, i just want someone to lean on! i can see him one week if i want to talk but not see him for days after, i don't know if he thinks it is his duty to his brother, i am so confused to our relationship my head is all over the place counsellor said it would be good to let people in! and give me emotional support but i don't know i cant cope it would have been better to keep the barriers up . i need Tony. very sad and confused debbie
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