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Posted by Judith on 9/2/2007, 11:41 pm, in reply to "Re: Lost my wife" Why did they ask us to do such difficult things. My dear sweet honeybear (Roy) asked me not to be so sad and cry so hard after he died. I said I couldn't promise him that. Then he asked me to make sure to try to smile often, cuz he would continue to watch for that beautiful smile he so loved. Sometimes its hard to do, but I try to let it show at least once or twice a day. I went to a card tournament to our favourite place. It was the first time I was returning since he passed away 1 year 5 months ago. It was really hard, but I did it. I have managed to do everything he made me promise to do as well. My heart still aches for his presence, though. I still so love him. I got to show off his talents to a new houseguest I had stay over. She said he was handsome man. I agreed :-))) Made me wish he was standing right there. You are right about missing having someone telling you, its okay, I've got you baby. It'll all be alright. Now I have to tell myself, I will get through. I will be alright. But, man, its lonely some days. marvin, I loved reading your beautiful stories about your sweet beloved Nancy. I do some cross stitching, and I tried to quilt once... (not so good with a sewing maching), so I just kept to cross stitching. It really fascinates me those who could put together a quilt out of scraps of materials. Marvin, my hugs for you, and my prayers offered for you and your sweet Nancy. Lovingly,
Marvin,
Judith
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