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Posted by Judith on 9/10/2007, 4:52 am, in reply to "lost my husband 2 1/2 months ago" I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband 1 year and 7 months ago. Its still very fresh in my mind. The hurt, the agony, the loneliness, the I don't want to be here thoughts, the tears, the yelling, the screaming, the question why? I hold out my arms to you. To hold you and let you cry on my shoulder. This is the hardest thing I know I've lived through. I am truly sorry that you are going through this now. I'm sorry it took me a while to reply to your plea for help. I think I was subconciously avoiding your plea, because it hits very close to my heart. My husband died from end stage kidney disease, and I also, for the last 2 years saw my husband deteriorate in front of my eyes, but I denied it. He was supposed to come home, but not this last time. He knew he was going to be going to Heaven. How dare he didn't tell me. He prepared everything for me. Gave me his passwords, wrote me a wonderful poem, and made me a very special cd which I listen to often. My tears flow as I am writing this to you. It is really your moment to be helped. I am here to listen. I will send my well wishes, thoughts and prayers that you find some strength to hold onto in this tragic time. Lovingly,
Dearest Lynn,
Judith
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