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Posted by denise on 9/24/2007, 8:40 am
hi guys havent been here in awhile and remember how comforting everyone was .. a year that ilost my husband is approaching fast and i find myself crying all the time at nothing and eveything at all... everything is so much more profound now .. a song , the mere mention of his name out of nowhere ill be hit with a memory and im thrown into a tailspin and all over again im going thru the shock of it all... as if i was just told .. i feel like sometimes my mind is one movie playing over and over i can be anywhere and bam it hits this movie clip of me and him of things from the past ive tried to keep ajournal this entire year but its been so painful im just trying to get thru this year milestone and was wondering is this normal it seems like just yesterday yet somuch has happened and i relive that day every day over and over ... ive tried to be strong yet i know im not doing a good job any longer not sure i ever was.... any advice
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