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Posted by Judith You are doing okay Denise. Its alright to feel apart, anxious, like you can't make it. You are brave to be here with us. To share. I am also feeling very anxious. Our anniversary is coming up in 2 weeks, and I just don't want to live through another anniversary without him. Our wedding photos, I am surrounded by them, and I look at them, remember our special day, and my heart tears apart. You don't have to be strong for anyone. You don't have to prove to anyone that you're okay. You are still mourning and grieving, a process I truly believe will go on forever. Just do anything you need to do, to get through. Cry, yell, scream, be angry, throw things, write in your journal, sing favourite songs, play videos you have of him, feel depressed, and down... its all okay. The sun will come up the next day. I promise. I have a little secret to share with you. I have noticed that I get all worked up and very anxious before an 'anniversary' of something... and once that day passes.. I'm okay! And you will be also. I will be around these next few weeks, because I find my strength amidst all of you. If I didn't have people I knew understood what I was going through, I think I'd die. All my prayers and thoughts and love sent to you Denise. I hope your job and move are all okay. Feel my arms around you, consoling and comforting you. Lovingly,
on 9/24/2007, 12:50 pm, in reply to "as a year isapproaching...."
My dear Denise,
Judith
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