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Posted by Kerri
on 9/24/2007, 10:34 pm
The pain everyday is overwhelming, I am surrounded by people every day, but still so so so alone, happy people, married people, coupled people and me, smiling, constantly, pretending I am ok, am I ok, I can't tell anymore, the constant pain in my heart, constant reminder that I had it good for awhile, why did I have to lose my husband, my best friend, my anything and everything. They say silence is deafing, I say the worst torture is being surronded by people and still constantly feeling/being all alone. I know I can't blame them but I do, part of me resents that they are happy, help me to go on from here.
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