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Posted by Debbie/NH on 9/25/2007, 9:42 am, in reply to "can't take it anymore"
Kerri,
What you are feeling is totally normal! I too feel that way alot even after 2 years. I am able to do things but wham when you get into a spot where it is couples that is still so profound.
It almost feels like am I being punished here or what.. Haven't I gone through enough already.
But like you said this isn't there faul by any means. You were just like them and at one time someone else was in your shoes too.
I hate going to weddings and as my luck would have it I have had to deal with 4 in the last 2 years.
That rots.. I love to dance but at a wedding forget it. It's all couples and there you sit while a beautiful song is playing and your eyes fill up and sit alone. God I hate that.
They say what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. So by that I should be doing great and lots of times we are but then boom something will happen to remind us.
I agree it is torture but for some reason we are being put thru this experience. My prayers are with you. My husband's name is/was Richard.
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