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Posted by Judith Thank you for you wonderful kind words of help and support. I am at work presently and I have been keeping busy enough to keep my mind off today. I have plans to go to cards and I've asked my friends to make sure that I don't 'not go'. They said they would come drag me out if I don't show up. It has been a very difficult week. Crying so hard, giving myself migraines and of course, my blood pressure is high. Not sleeping well... the vicious circle just comes and goes. There was such a beautiful sunset on my drive in to work. Had to wonder if it wasn't God and Roy sending that to me, just to keep me from falling apart. Thank you again, for letting me 'dump' on you. It does help to have someone carry your burden once in a while. I don't want to burden my girlfriend, even though she would never say anything, I know she feels that I am 'not letting go'. I have my new locket around my neck with photos of me and Roy. His ring around my neck, and my wedding ring/band on my finger. I bought pork roast to make in the afternoon, that was the meal I made for him on our last anniversary we got to spend together. I will put applejuice in our wedding glass, and celebrate how happy he made me feel that wonderful day we said "I do". God, I miss my dearest honeybear, my Roy, my darling husband. I had to get birthday cards for some of my family members and my eyes just happened to browse towards the for my husband cards, and there was one, that was perfect, and I just started to cry, but I didn't buy it.(that would have been morbid) I will be alright today, all my family's heartfelt prayers, and my grandma's hopes, and my friends. Thank you my angel, for being here for me, Love for you and your wonderful husband, Lovingly,
on 10/9/2007, 2:59 am, in reply to "Re: Birthday"
Dearest Debbie,
Judith
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