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Posted by Bridget
on 10/23/2007, 3:43 pm, in reply to "Please tell me it gets better"
Jill,
I completely understand how you are feeling right now. Back on April 23, 2007, my fiance was shot and killed at a restaurant and then thrown from a moving vehicle. He died instantly and to this day I still do not know what to do with myself. We were together for 9 1/2 years, since high school, and were to finally be married in November, 2007. I find myself completely unfocused with everything and think of him constantly. I cannot concentrate on anything and find myself crying at the drop of a dime. Im not normally like this but I cannot control it. I feel as though I have become a burden to my friends/family because I am constantly venting and sometimes get a bit cranky with them as well. I wish there was a way to deal with this pain but I guess it happens eventually for everyone at different times. Im just waiting for mine. Good luck with your grief and may God be up there watching over us with the loves of our lives!
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