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Posted by Luis on 1/7/2008, 12:59 am, in reply to "Re: I'm losing him..."
Hi Debbie,
Thank you so much for your reply. I do feel like I'm grieving in advance, but I keep reminding myself to be strong, and like you said, praying does help calm me and clear my mind. Sometimes it's hard to conceal my fear from him, but, watching him trying to do the easiest of tasks ,like tying his shoes, with so much difficulty stops me on my track. I try to help him, and he is grateful for me being here. He has said repeatedely that he would love for me to spend more time with him, but I'm the only one that brings in a check home, his social security isn't enough to cover our rent and expenses. So, I have to go out and work, and wonder how he's doing all day long. This part kills me.
Again, thanks for your reply. I will do as you said and keep on praying for him. I hope he doesn't suffer too long, even though I want him to be with me in person much longer.
Thank you,
Luis
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