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Posted by Yolandi on 1/12/2008, 4:33 am, in reply to "Re: Please tell me it gets better"
Dear Debbie.
Iam writing this letter to you cause i dont know what else to do .Iam twenty years old and i loss thelove of my life my fiance 5 months ago in a car accident at work...we worked together and i still work there,I hate to wake up A part of each prayer i pray is Jesus please take me away.......I cant cope with this...We had a argument 4 minutes before he died and i got to tell him i love him or that i am sorry.I had to do everything .Pack away all of his belongings and i had to go to the morque i just had to say goodbuy this was the biggest mistake i never expected what i saw.......I expected to see AJ and what I say was not him at all he looked straight at me nobody even had the desency to close his eyes......He had errible head injuries.........and this is what have to remember about him this is the face each time i close my eyes.......I realy loved him.....We also had a wonderfull last night together it was as if he knew it wuld be our last night together
We barried him 23rd of August and that day was the day that they barried me with him.....I am also very young and know that i have to move on.......I still have pictures of us on my office wall should i keep it there or should i take it down ?please help me i realy need advise help anything that will ease the pain
Yolandi
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