
Posted by yolandi on 1/21/2008, 1:49 am, in reply to "Re: Dear Debbie"
Hey there Debb's
Sorry you were right I only reseived your e mail today....
Thank you for the nice words I couln't wait to hear from you although I always cry when I'm on here I always feel loads better.....
My mom and sister came to visit me last week for a week and this weekend I took them out on a boat
That was fun but it was raining the entire day.....but was fun anyways.
I cant believe that you haven't dreamt of Richard I had a dream in the first week before the funaral I dreamt of thousant yellow flowers that grew wildly on the scene of the accident...
And soon after that I dreamt of our last night together.....and that everything after that was a dream a nightmare.....and i woke up next to him crying.And begging him not to go to work and stay home with me but he laught it of and told me to calm down it was only a dream.....and i could feel myself pulling him back...Then later that day when people started bursting into my office I knew.........THIS WAS A TERRIBLE DREAM...
like that movie If Only???Did you see that one?
Oh and how was the game I dont follow it ?Sorry dont understand the game.....Where are you from?
I am from Johannesburg?
I know in my heart that he has forgven me for that argument and i know that he loved and loves me still?
Cause I believe that love stays alive forever
Debb's I want to ask you something
I gave some photos of AJ to his parents a wile bake now they want to know why he looks unhappy on some of them?I feel as though they think that I made him unhappy and maybe I did cause he seemed fine to me and this was man that i knew so well that he could have a pain in his small toe and I'll know it.I think i must try to cut them of if just for a wile they would phone me and i'll be upset for weeks.and i realy like and love his family and they are all that is left of him.But what do you think?
Debb's thanks for being so nice to me
enjoy your day?
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