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Posted by Judith
on 1/23/2008, 5:15 pm
My dear angels...
A dear friend of mine, Debbie, wrote me an email, making sure I was okay. The care and concern of my support from the site is so wonderful.
It's been a very rough 3 months and I noticed I hadn't even come to visit here since thanksgiving.
I've injured my neck and needed surgery. I have been unable to work since Thanksgiving and its been very hard. Emotionally, I wish my husband could have been here to encourage me that everything will be alright. To hold me when it hurts, and to just be here to console me when I needed surgery. I was terrified. They were going to operate in my neck. Being a nurse, I know all the 'problems' that could happen.
Fortunately, my husband in the heavens, helped me through and I was home the very next day. But my recouperation is long and I find myself feeling depressed.
Work was my 'get away' from being lonely. I am not even allowed to drive, and its been very hard being 'in'.
I try to remember how beautiful the snow is, since we've had so much of it lately, but its still very hard.
I haven't been here just because I've been trying to get by...
Thank you so much for you support Debbie, and Jill thank you so much for your Christmas wishes.
It'll be 2 years in march since my Roy passed, and it still hurts as much as it did the first day I realized he was gone.
Some days just are grey, and then the next, you see the sun piercing through.
Always, Lovingly,
Judith
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