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Posted by Judith
on 1/23/2008, 5:41 pm
Today, I dusted off your urn, and placed my rosary in the center with your name plate just right.
I know you are keeping watch over me, and helping me through my rough time.
I so miss you. I cried last night for almost 2 hours. My neck hurts and I can't help but need you. Want you to be here with me. How did you put up with all your aches and pains for 34 years???? I have been hurting for 3 months now, and I'm ready to throw in the towel.
How strong you were. You even managed to keep smiling and have a sense of humour. My sense of humour these days, have been a smile and a smirk. Your mother has been soooooo good to me.
She came to the hospital with me and was there with me all day, til they brought me back to my room. I know you know my mom couldn't be here, she was having passport issues.
I know you always hoped me and your mother would be good friends. Your wish came true. I'm soooooo glad you helped her through her rough year too. Her diabetes is much better, and her sugars are perfectly under control. Your dad is tired, his new shop is getting under way. The work seems to be never-ending for both our fathers. Don't they know that retire means....SLOW DOWN??
My dear sweet Roy... how much you've missed in the past 2 years. How much we still all miss you since you left us. Our tears still stream down our faces when we reminesce about the times when...
Even shopping, I see shirts and your favourite type of pants and I need to just look past that section so I don't 'lose it'.
I am making the stew you used to love. It smells so good in the apartment. I wish you could be here to enjoy it with me.
Help me this year, my sweet honeybear. I need you soooooooooo much.
Heart-breakingly love,
your babydoll XOXOXOX
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