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Posted by Jill
on 1/28/2008, 9:13 am, in reply to "Keeping strength"
Judith, good to see you back again! It sounds like such a terrible time you are going through...I'm so glad that Roy is watching over you. I have no idea what you are going through, but my only comparison is that when I get a migraine, all I can do is just cry & wish Rob was there to make it better. It's tough enough just living normally without the ones we love...when things get even harder, well...I think that means and all of us who have lost someone must be the strongest people around!
I noticed that you say that you feel Roy around you. Have you always had that feeling? I try very hard, but never feel Rob's presence anywhere. I have my different theories for that, one being that he knows I am strong enough, and he has confidence I can face the world without him, so he doesn't need to be around. But I wish he would be....just to let me know he is ok.
I keep waiting for all of this to get easier... I keep waiting to look back and be able to smile at the memories instead of feel an emptiness. I don't know if that will ever come, but I will certainly keep trying. Judith, you are in my thoughts & prayers...along with everyone else who posts on this site...Debbie, Yolandi, etc.
Goodness, this was a rambling post. Oh well, I needed to vent a little so it helped!
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