
Posted by Debbie/NH on 1/30/2008, 9:59 am
Hi to all of you,
Sorry I wasn't around the last 2 days. I had to have some minor surgery and I am now back to some kind of normal for me. I don't want you all to think that I have left you and not carried your pain with me. As I was laying on the gurney waiting to head into the operating room I thought of how brave you all are and that I could do this alone without my Richard being there physically but knowing in spirit he was there. You have all helped me more than you could ever know.
It's almost February and that is a hard month for me. Our anniversary is Feb 21st and of course there is Valentine's Day then like Judith the beginning of March is the anniversary of when we lost the loves of our lives. At least here in the physical sense but today I am brave and know that loves is the greatest thing of all God gave to us and that it never dies. So I know my Richard is still out there cheering me on and knows that I am trying hard to be brave and raise our son to be the man his father was. After all, my husband's father was also a wonderful and sweet man who I also loved so much.
Big hugs to all of you. Let me know how you are all doing.. I care about you all so very much
debbie
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