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Posted by Judith on 2/1/2008, 1:04 am, in reply to "Re: Please tell me it gets better"
How hard this must be for you. I am sending you my heartfelt wishes that your pain is eased quickly. My first few months after my husband's passing, are still a blur. Perhaps my heart was just so in shock, that my mind has blocked that part of my grief out to protect me.
I wish I could take your deep hurting, the never-ending tears, the swollen eyes, the screaming attacks of the pain of not having your love with you, the wakeful nights, the not being able to sleep in bed because he is not next to you, the falling asleep and having very scary nightmares, the flashes of how easy it would be to end your life and join him, and the flashes of your last moments with him... but I cannot...
My dear Martha, for all you will be feeling, I hold you tight, I invite you to cry on my shoulder. This pain is agonizing and nothing like you've felt before. I am so sorry you are here with us for the very reason this site was put together, but I am here to offer you my, and all the other beautiful angels on this site, help and support.
I know that God has your beloved protected in His arms, and I send you my heartfelt sympathies that God sends you His healing to take away this grief...
Lovingly,
Judith
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