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Posted by Judith on 2/7/2008, 2:08 am
Dear Debbie,
I hope your convalescence is going well. Mine is continuing to improve very well. I cannot wait to get back to working on Sunday. It has been tooooooo long for me to be off and away from my calling.
I love my nursing, and I missed it soooo much during this entire ordeal. Because I wasn't able to help others, I was feeling sorry for myself and missing Roy so much, that I just got into a rutt, again.
I guess this roller coaster ride, just doesn't end.... you can be on a high for a while, but eventually, you have to come down... makes me feel sick at times, but I know Roy is taking care of me from Heaven. He's probably teaching all of your husbands how to play sheepshead card game.
Our annual skooby tournament in his honour with proceeds to the national kidney foundation is coming up. This is such a hard tournament for me, because it just drains me emotionally. Last year I donated his electric guitar... This year, I haven't figured out what to donate yet... but it will be something of his that was cherished by Roy... his friends loved his cap collection.. I might sort through and donate those this year, who knows.
Debbie, I know this month is going to be hard on you, because I myself, get all worked up a month before Roy's anniversary of his death, but please know that I am thinking of you, and that I hold you dearly in my heart.
Getting back to my work, should help me get through the next few weeks... I hope that you are feeling better...
Lovingly,
Judith
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