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Posted by Debbie/NH on 2/7/2008, 10:03 am, in reply to "Dear Debbie"
Hi Judith,
I am back to work as of today. I feel great although I am tired but that's to be expected.
I am not usually scared when having to go through surgery but this is the first time I had to do that since Richard went home to God. Although they gave me something to calm me down I was still quite stressed. I think it's because our anniversary is on the 21st and that other sad anniversay date is not long after it.
Luckily on the 21st my son has basketball practice so I will be with some friends. The coach and his wife both knew my husband so at least that will give me some comfort. Then I will go home and go to bed early so I can try to avoid the pain I feel of not having him with me.
I wish I could have a dream about him but I guess I block it or something. I have already had a dream about my aunt who passed last summer twice.
Both times I remember quite clearly and the strange thing about that is when I saw my mom the very next day she told me she dreamed about her also on the very same night both times. How strange is that.
I'm so glad you are able to finally return to work also. That keeps us sane. Do you work in a hospital or somewhere else. What area do you work in?
I know they say love never dies but I hope that he knows how much I love him still. To me he was the one and only who made me feel that I was truly blessed to have him in my life. Even if I knew we wouldn't have a marriage that lasted 40 50 or 60 years I would marry him again because I had the man for me and still remember how I felt on our wedding day and the love I had for him.
Like you I am lucky to have found him and have him for my own.
Thanks for writing you made my day!
Debbie
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