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Posted by Judith on 2/14/2008, 9:56 pm, in reply to "Dearest Debbie"
Dearest Yolandi,
I have been having a melancholic month. I have been listening to inspirational music as I really have had a rough time and missing my dear sweet honeybear. Today came and went. I really didn't cry as I did last year. His mom and I were supposed to go to lunch together, but I woke up with the worst sore throat all winter. So I didn't get to go. She wished me a happy valentine's day. I didn't receive any card, no chocolates, nothing really
to show me that today was any more special than the next.
Its been snowing here every day for the entire month. I love snow, but enough is enough. The cold has been keeping me inside and then with my neck injury, I've felt like a hermit.
Well, I just wanted to share, that even though it will be 2 years in a few more weeks, there are still months that I just don't feel like myself.
I know I'm being held up by God, and His angels, and I know Roy will always be with me, but it doesn't take away from the lonely moments I still feel.
On dark nights, when the moon is hiding behind clouds, I close my eyes and try to picture Roy's image in the stars. Alas, he lives in my memories and in my thoughts. When the sun burn brights the next morning, I wake up and wonder, did Roy paint this beautiful sunrise just for me?
happy valentines my dear Roy...
happy valentines day my dear friends...
Lovingly, forever,
Judith
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