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Posted by Judith on 2/15/2008, 3:48 am, in reply to "Still missing my puppy...."
Pat,
I am so sorry your beloved has gone to heaven. I understand the pain and loneliness you are feeling. It will be 2 years in 3 weeks since I lost my beloved husband. He used to call me babydoll, and I called him my honeybear, because he loved eating chicken nuggets with honey from the honey sue bear.
Valentines day didn't mean anything to me. Last year, I cried and had made a special dinner and celebrated it with him in my heart. This year, I just kind of did my own thing. Laundry, folding clothes, just watched tv, and didn't even cry really. Til about 20 minutes ago when I went to the back room to hang up some shirts and my dress. I found the gorillas and chimps he had bought for me the 2 valentines we were together. I hugged them so hard, and just cried.
I guess my valentine's day came and passed, and then it hit me 3 hours later... Roy is not here.
I send you my arms to hug you and just hold you. If you don't mind, may I share my tears with you at this moment?
Your true love must have been very special if he had a nickname. Shows how much you cared for each other. He and my honeybear are watching over us to make sure we will be okay.
I send you my love and my prayers that your grieve continues to subside day by day and is replaced with endearing memories and that one day your heart will once again smile...
Lovingly,
Judith
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