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Posted by Debbie/NH on 2/21/2008, 3:59 pm, in reply to "Re: Dearest Yolandi"
Hello to my friends,
I know you both had a hard Valentine's Day. I also did as well. No-one to wish my anything. I did call my mom and say it to her in the nursing home and I picked up a card and present for my son.
Today is another hard day for me. It would be our anniversary and he would be home right now making me a very special supper and we would spend the night at home together.
Instead I have to take our son to basketball practice and feel the pain and loss on this our special day.
I think he may have sent me something to let me know he was there this morning. When I turned on the radio before I headed into the shower, I heard our favorite artist playing.. John Mellencamp. I just felt like he was there in the bathroom with me smiling and saying this is my gift to you to know it's me. Richard I miss you so very much and I wish I could see your beautiful smile again. Please someday come visit me in my dreams. I know you are probably not so happy that our football team blew the Super Bowl and let one of those NY teams beat us.. But there's always next year. Happy Anniversay Dear, I love you more today than I did at 2:25 on 2/21/87 when we took our vows. I thought I was in heaven that day. I'm so happy to know that love never dies and that I can still love you so very much even though we are so very apart. Give my love to "Arthur", Doug, Your Dad and Mom, My Dad, Aunt June and all the others you are with. I miss you all so much and am so grateful everyday that we were all a family. I love you Richard.. aka fatboy.. You didn't think I wouldn't call you that anymore did you? and Joey says; Love you.. Not the Mama. (fyi: the names come for a Disney show called the Dinosaurs-it was a prehistoric family and the guy's mother-in-law called him fatboy-and it stuck.. on my husband)
Happy Anniversary-Love you so much-Debbie
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