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Posted by yolandivrooyen on 3/7/2008, 3:55 am, in reply to "Re: Dearest Judith"
Hey there
Hey i,m sitting here in my office and was wondering how you were doing ?
Its been awhile once again since I've talked to you , I dont know how to ask you but did you find a way to cope with your terrible day?
AJ's birthday was This past Sunday ....
I put leave in and drove the 1500km to where he is barried............and sat there staring at a grave that just shouldn't have been his....
I still cant believe that he is realy down there under neath the sand......
Can he realy be gone?
My entire live came to a halt once again i feel down and very sad but i'm coping......
The Sunday went much better than i expected it to go....guese i prepared myself for it......
I miss him today no reason at all just miss him so very much....
His parents is coping well ecept maybe his father
He would have turned 23 a age that would be very hard when i turn 23......His photo is still on my desk...But i took all the others off the wall i think the time came to TRY?????And realy try....
Hope everything is fine.....There for you .....
Love
Yolandi
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