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Posted by Chon on 3/27/2008, 10:47 am, in reply to "Re: Death of my husband"
I am so sorry to hear about the death of your friend's husband. I know how she is feeling. My husband passed as a result of complications from the chemotherapy he was receiving for lung cancer. The tumor had shrunk so much they could barely detect it. It was a clot that traveled that killed him. I came home and found him, and have felt guilty ever since. I didn't give him his shot that morning to help the blood clots. Even though I know in my heart that he could have given himself that shot I still blame myself. I spoke with him that morning, he reminded me about the shot and said I could give it to him when I got home from work. He said he was going to cook and what did I want for dinner. He was fine. I was with him for 27 years, and feel as if sometimes I just live in a vacuum and that he will be the only one that loved me and that it will never happen again. It's just sad.....
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