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Posted by Judith on 4/24/2008, 6:25 am
I have been putting collages together for me and for roy's family, and for some reason this morning, I just started crying...
I need newer photos of Roy. The ones I have, just will no longer do.. I've exhausted them all, I've used them twice and thrice already.
My heart is heavy, I can't take anymore photos of my sweet Roy, and I feel as if I didn't take enough to last me throughout my grief while he was alive.
His laughter, his smiles, his hilarious faces, his love of life all seen in the photos I have. I need more of them.
I have been having a very difficult time this week. Tears just flow, the heavy cries of sorrow resounding in the apartment. I thought it was because I was exhausted, well, maybe I am, or maybe I'm just going through something new?
It is hard to remember to smile everyday when all my heart wants to do is cry. So, with tear-stained face, and furrowed brow, I give a light smile and I close my eyes and imagine myself taking new photos of the one beautiful soul I love with all my heart.
Take care my friends, and thank you for listening,
Lovingly,
Judith
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