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Posted by Judith on 4/29/2008, 12:46 am, in reply to "Re: Photos"
Dearest Debbie,
Just wanted to thank you for your words of encouragement. I made it through yesterday, but today I am feeling melancholic and just want to be kind of by myself. Which makes it difficult because I'm working tonight and I'm usually upbeat and teasing my coworkers. They are a little bit on my case about what is up with me...
I cried last night after I got home, and I was soooo exhausted, emotionally and physically. My feet and hands were so swollen after that entire day, and I thought I did very well staying away from salty foods, but I didn't drink alot of water that day and I did cry once in a while during the card tournament.
I saw Roy's transplant friend, she came by to donate some raffle items and she is the last of the foursome to still be alive and she just had her second transplant. I cried when I saw her.
I really miss my honeybear. All of his friends were there yesterday, reminescing, and just joking about how skooby would do this and skooby would do that!... the laughter filled the air yesterday, people were happy to be there. I almost thought I heard his laughter at one point.
Roy's aunt Joann came and took 170 pictures with my camera... so, I downloaded them onto my computer and I will be putting them into collages, eventually for next year's tournament.
I keep looking for orbs nearby me, but not with this camera... but its okay, Roy comes to me in my dreams when I really need him, so I think its probably why he can't be in pictures with me.
His parents are doing well, and they were there yesterday, although they didn't play cards this time. We even had someone play the bagpipes at the beginning of the tournament and he played amazing grace, again, it was hard not to cry.
Okay, I think I've dumped enough on here. I need to go cry in the bathroom. Let it all out, rinse my face and return to caring for my patients.
Fortunately they are sleeping, so its good for me.
Take care Debbie, and thanks for listening to my babbling,
I send you my prayers that you and your son are doing well, and that healing is finding your heart.
Lovingly,
Judith
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