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Posted by andrea on 4/29/2008, 11:18 am
It's so hard. I miss him so much and at times I want to give up. Everytime I remember anything about him I can only picture him laughing. He was a jokester. He loved being center of attention and making people laugh. I just picture him laughing. I see the pictures he took of himself the last few weeks before he past and i could see where life just got the best of him. You could see it in his eyes the pain he was feeling and it hurts me. I want to give up, I just want him and all i can hear him saying which he always use to say was babe life sucks so stop being selfish because there are many who care about you and you can either run from it or suck it up and take it and roll with it. That's the only reason why i haven't given up yet. Does the hurt and pain ever stop?? It hurts living life without him=(
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