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Posted by Debbie/NH
on 9/8/2008, 8:48 am, in reply to "Re: A very difficult day, even after 2 1/2 years"
Hi Judith,
It's true even when you think you are doing well somthing like that will come along and hit you so hard.
My niece was married at the end of July and it was so hard for me to be there. She totally loved my Richard. It hit me hard-she had his favorite song dedicated to his memory played that day. I have heard that song countless times and thought I was all cried out about it but that one time hit me and knocked me down. I did my best not to let it show till I got in the car and then I let go.
I have been wondering how you are doing and if you were still working and playing cards. It's nice to see you here. I check in once a week or so. Some days more depending on how I am feeling.
It's weird lately I am going through the missing him so much at night again and wishing I had someone to hold me, tell me they love me instead of feeling so very alone. People who think grief is over in one year haven't a clue at all. I am at the 3 year mark now and some times I feel like I am back at square one all over agin.
I do so enjoy your poems.. Keep sharing them with us you have such an eloquent way with words. Thank You for them so very much
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