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Posted by Judith
on 9/8/2008, 10:10 am, in reply to "Re: A very difficult day, even after 2 1/2 years"
Hi Debbie,
Hugs for you my dear friend. Some day, you and I just have to meet. You seem to understand me the best.
I just got off the phone with my mom. They all had a WONDERFUL time. The only person missing was ... yeah,.. me...
But, its okay, I worked last night and got to catch up on some sleep over the weekend. Yes, I am still working at the same place in the Intensive Care, and yes, I still go out to cards on Tuesdays.
I know I get more anxious and 'edgey' from now til after January, because its our Anniversary in one month, then Thanksgiving, and CHristmas. I haven't had my 'bawl-out' yet, but I know it will hit me.
I hear you about the just letting go crying! Sometimes, you just have to. Did you have a good cry though? I always get inspired to right my poems after I've had a really good, I miss you and don't want to be alone cry. Lately, I've been reading alot of Nicholas Sparks.. those books will get you going too (haha).
I still cry on my drive home from card tournaments that Roy and I attended as our 'favourite spots' so, I know in my heart, what you are going through.
Lately, I stopped sharing on here because there were too many spammers, so I hope things will be better now.
Take care dear friend,
Lovingly,
Judith
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