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Posted by Judith on 10/1/2008, 5:42 pm, in reply to "Re: Have lost my dearest love"
Hi Sylvia,
It took me a long time before I could even say the Lord's Prayer. I was so angry, and didn't understand how a loving God could give me the most wonderful moment in my life, and then take it away so quickly.
There are no answers to the why questions, Sylvia. They only cause us more pain and suffering when we try to answer why.
I know your hurt is deep. I've felt a pain so bad that in my dreams, I would be stabbing myself in the heart with a knife, over and over again.
Just try to believe that your husband's suffering is gone. Done. He is up in Heaven, and he can help soothe your agony if you ask him. God sends His angels down upon us when we are really struggling, and even if you might not believe right now, you are being carried.
Its not fair that we should grieve at such a young age. Why does He take away the precious ones? Why? Why? Why?
The answers are not for us to know. All we can deal with is how we feel... Which is like crap somedays.
I have finally learned to let go of my anger, and I do send you my prayers that you find healing in your heart.
The days will get better, I promise. I never thought it would be possible, but it does.
I wrap my arms around you and just hold you, so you can just let go and cry. There is a lot of healing power in tears. Just let them flow.
You are amongst friends here.
Lovingly,
Judith
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