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Posted by Kristen on 10/3/2008, 6:33 pm
Tomorrow is 6 months since my grandfathers passing and although things have changed in my life his presence and the hurt that he isnt physically here to see the good change is apart of my everyday... I went to visit him at the cemetery a couple of days ago and the comforting feeling i used to have wen i went has gone away and now i believe its because the reality of the situation has finally crept up on me... his headstone was finally put in and its absolutely beautiful nothing less than he deserved but thats all i feel now at the cemetery the coldness and the reality and that scares me... i miss my grandpa so much and im beginning to lose the grip i pretended to have on life for a while how do i move on without forgetting i think thats my problem... my grandparents anniversary is on the 16th and i still dont know how to face my grandmother this would have been there 53rd year together what do you say to a woman who lost the one and only love of her life who admits that she would give her own life for a few more minutes with him now.... im getting kind of lost again can someone help???
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