[ Post a Response | Angel On My Shoulder ]
Posted by Ron
on 12/10/2008, 7:44 pm
On February 11 this year, the love of my life passed away after more than a decade of fighting illness. Brain cancer is what finally got him. Our 37th anniversary was March 9th. He turned 59 on Dec 29th.
In all our years together, we were seldom apart. I truly died with him. Now, 10 months later I am struggling to keep our home, and cannot figure out what life is without him. I am completely lost. We were truly "home" to each other. Home is no longer. And I have nowhere to go to make another home.
Some days I fear for my sanity, but somehow manage. I miss him so and still beg for him to come back home.
..... and so we will begin here. I look forward giving and receiving support, finding open hearts, and how nice it would be if frienships arise.
Be well, dear hearts.
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