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Posted by Tara on 12/18/2008, 4:13 pm
My father died in February. I then got married in June. It was hard to not have him there to give me away. Although the wedding was hard, it seems that it just keeps getting harder. My husband has never lost anyone so he doesn't understand my pain and doesn't know how to comfort me. I don't want to call my mom to vent because she is also grieving her husband and I don't like to make her even more upset because then she worries about me! I try to tell myself that there are many people who get through the grieving process, but it seems like I just can't get through it. I go days feeling okay with my father's death in knowing that he is in a better place and I will see him again someday, but then there are others where I just can't seem to get it together. All I can do is cry and it is very hard for me to get it under control. I also cry anytime someone asks me about how I am dealing with the situation. With Christmas approaching I keep having harder days and with the year mark following I just can't stop thinking about not having my dad around.
I was searching the internet for some inspirational quotes and I found this site. I felt that maybe if I vented that I would feel a little better. Thanks for listening!
Tara
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