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Posted by cindy on 12/31/2008, 11:56 pm, in reply to "Re: Have lost my dearest love"
i lost my soulmate,bestfriend,and husband of 25 years on nov. 24 unexpectedly. there was no warning nothing to prepare us for it. he spent 6 days in icu in a coma and no one can tell me why. fine one minute brain dead the next or so it seems. those were the worst 6 days of my life until 3:12 nov. 24 thats when my world stopped. i cant sleep now because we were always together and couldnt go to sleep unless the other was in the bed. now i sleep on the couch when i sleep. i miss him so much it hurts.sometimes i fell like im going to stop breathing.i have already done what the lady suggested i write him letters at night about our day and tell him i love him and goodnight. i know i will see him one day but until then my heart aches for him. this is the start of the new year and nothing to look forward to
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