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Posted by Princess on 1/20/2009, 7:55 am, in reply to "Re: How Do I Go On?"
Hello
I wasnt able to respond to u a few months ago. Again thank u for your kind words. I am still struggling. sometimes I dont know if Im coming or going. Problems eating, sleeping, concentrating. We had so many places that we would go. I have been to those places since he has been gone, trying to relive some of our wonderful moments together. The pain is so very intense. I have lost my soulmate and cant seem to get past the feelings. Nothing is the same anymore without him. I just can't seem to pull it together. Sometimes I want to go into total isolation. I know now that I am truly depressed. I have not yet had a dream about him that I can truly recall. I wonder if Michael can see me and if he knows how dysfunctional I have become without him. It makes me feel ashamed because he would not want that. Every thing that I do, every street I drive down, every song I hear it evokes memories of my Michael. We had an incredible love, an experience of a lifetime. I'm trying to find the good in this situation but I can't. Please pray for me. Again thank you!
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