
Posted by Joe
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on 2/1/2009, 10:10 pm
I lost my best friend, my love, my wife Barbie on December 29. She was my whole world; I love her with my whole heart and my soul. We would have been married 40 years on January 24th. There was no kinder, gentler, loving person on this earth than she was. With her went all of my hopes and all of my dreams; I have nothing to hope for. I could go anywhere I want or do anything I want, but why would I...without Barbie to share it with, it would have no meaning at all. How can I live without her? If I left this world tomorrow, I wouldn't be sorry. I miss her every second of every day, and I can't stop the tears. We had so much we wanted to do together, and now it's gone. Every place I go reminds me of her; I can't listen to a song on the radio without crying. We were both 19 when we married, and that was the happiest day of my life. There has never been anyone else. I feel like all I'm doing now is awaiting my turn to die, and I don't care because I hope to be with her again. I love her so much. Why does God take the best of us?
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