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Posted by Joe
on 3/6/2009, 10:22 pm, in reply to "Re: My love"
Judy,
I have felt, every day, exactly as you do. Nothing seems to mean anything to me and I feel like I am just passing time from one minute to the next, waiting until it's my turn. Concentrating on reading or watching a program on TV or even carrying on a conversation is impossible. Barbie was my whole life; we were together and became one with each other over the years. I loved her so much; she was my best and closest friend too. The tears have come every day when I think of the life we had and what will now never happen. Every time I look at a piece of furniture or a towel or shirt or anything at all, I remember where we were and when we got them. I don't know if I will ever heal either. People try to say things to make me feel better, but it mostly just makes it worse. Sometimes it is the most trivial thing that sends me into tears. I have tried to write, but I can't do it right now. I pray that God will help me through the time, but it's so very hard. God bless you.
Joe
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