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Posted by Debbie/NH on 4/10/2009, 8:41 am, in reply to "Devastated by husband's death"
Nicole,
I would have to say that you are actually in one of the grief stages which is Anger. My husband was ill and I honestly belive he wasn't taking his medications properly. Believe me I have been really mad/angry at him over that.
Possibly like me, you miss heck out of him but you are sad, angry, confused and just all out of sorts that your life has been thrown onto this path. And that this happened without your knowledge or consent. I know I was. I suffer so much for missing my hubby. There isn't a day that doesn't go by that I don't miss him but I am still mad that he didn't love me enough or care about our lives. In time you will come to terms with this and you will still be upset but you will carry on and continue to love him still.
I am so sorry for your loss and for all that you are going through. Please hang in there. You will find lots of friends here and plenty of people who will listen too. I am around also if you need a friend. Suffering through grief is one of the hardest things you will ever have to deal with. Stay strong-all of us here have made it through and you can too. We are counting on you