
Posted by julie
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on 5/11/2009, 9:56 am, in reply to "Re: Devastated by husband's death"
my husband was so ill but we were both in denial ! we never thought he would die, we always thought he would get better! he thought i would get him better! i feel that i let him down, i would not let the hospice in i told them to go away, he trusted me, i loved him so much i did not want them to take him to the hospice...my mum and sister died of cancer too, and our son was killed... i was so scared of losing him... he had mesothelioma... and he was taken into hospital on the 8th february 2009 and he died on the 12th five minutes before i got to him... i blame my self i let him down.
julie
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