
Posted by suzie
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on 6/10/2009, 7:36 pm
i lost her in january . it was the worst day of my life. it change me so much. i lost my best friend. i spent everyday with her. i promised her i would let go. i went to every doctor vist i could. i spent countless hours with her. she was my buddy. she made me know everything was okay. when my mom told me that she passed away i kindof denied it . i still cant believe that shes gone. we emptied her house and i didnt want to take anything because i didnt want to take her stuff. i knew she would be mad if i did. i write her often and i all i want is her back i want her to hhold my hand and make everything okay. no one seems to understand or want too. my heart is missing a huge piece and without her im not me. there isnt a night that goes by that i dont cry i need her. please if you have any advice message me i need all the help i can get. music and wriiting doesnt seem to be helping.
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