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Posted by Jade
on 9/6/2009, 4:26 pm
At christmas 2008 was my Grandmas last christmas and we had the pleasure of having her at our house for christmas day :D. But then a month later 24.01.2009 her 88th Birthday she spent in bed as she couldnt walk, we get a phone call saying my Grandma has to go into hospital she has a clot in her leg it is vital...we take her to hospital and the doctors spoke with my mum, aunty and 2 uncles and they got told she has months to live. Then we noticed a huge deteriatation in her and then on the 13.02.2009 she passed away and i went with my mum to the hospital at 1 in the morning as my mum got the phone call so i saw her but now i cant get the image of her out my head most night i have a dream of her lying there dead and then i wake up crying this cant be right can it. and even writing the date now is making me angry and upset thinking if we had taken her to hospital would she have gone so quick if she was at home. We got told she had months not days i just cant think straight i dont no what to do i want to carry on with my life but i cant i miss her so much i visit her grave everyday and just wish she was still with us. i would swop places with her if i could!
i dont no what to do i am scared to go to the doctors and i dont want to speak with my mum because she will get upset about it and i dont want her to go through the pain!
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