
Posted by kim on 9/24/2009, 11:56 pm
My husband died in a car accident over six years ago. I still miss him so much, and sometimes, alot when I think about him I feel like my heart is giong to break, literally. It hurts so much, almost like it was yesterday. Anyway, I have these dreams. That he didn't die, that he has been in a coma and he wakes up and and comes back to me. But then I wake up, and I just don't want to wake up. I want to stay asleep and dream that dream forever. Is it ever going to stop hurting so much. When am I going to be able to move on. I ask myself this, but at the same time, I still feel guilty asking myself to go on when he's gone. Does that make sense to anyone?
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