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Posted by kim on 9/14/2006, 9:02 pm When we got the label, that's when it fell apart! Too much pressure caused me to go absolutely nuts and I completely destroyed everything he and I had. I fell in love with him in three short weeks and I still am today. After he broke up with me in April, we maintained a friends with benefits situation 'til beginning of May when he ended things again because I couldn't handle what we were trying to do. We started talking again around the end of June and hung out a couple times over the summer...and it has just about died since then. We talk maybe once every two weeks but now that we're back in school, I'm not sure that's going to happen. I see him everyday and he won't even look me in the eye. All I know is that I am still absolutely crazy about him. It hurts me to know that he can't give his heart to me because I ####ed up. It's the worst knowing that a great thing had to end because of what YOU did. But, I like listening to love songs/sad songs in order to help me get over him...it'll be a long process, but it'll eventually happen. At a mere 17 years old, he was the first person I have ever loved. I'd appreciate any suggestions for songs. Thanks.
My ex and I were together without the official label of "boyfriend/girlfriend" for a little over 9 months, with a 3 month break in between. We started talking at the end of my sophomore year and he broke up with his girlfriend because he was interested in me. We spent a wonderful summer together but I eventually ended things in August because I was dead sure that I wanted nothing to do with him anymore. So, he eventually started to "hate me" (even though he was actually just really hurt) and we didn't speak for three months. Then, he came back into my life when I saw him at a party one night and we started talking more and he eventually fell in love with me again. I still wasn't sure about my feelings until March-ish, when he and I started going out for real.
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