Posted by Barb L on 5/6/2008, 8:14 am, in reply to "Not just for today"
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Shed those tears honey! It is a healing process!
My experiences in life, I believe is like this~ What happened to me I had to go thru to get to where I am today! Look at what you are doing today!You are entitled to pity parties, that lets us know you are human and that God still needs to be there for you! My prayers are with you Marvy! May God shine on you today and always! Hugs to you!
--Previous Message--
: This is the day that... I will not be
: depressed about my weight.
: I keep looking down at the spread that
: covers my lap. This morning when I was
: working out I started to cry, I wanted this
: stomach to be gone NOW. Mike said It will
: go honey you'll see. But all I see it no
: lap.
: These last few days have been so incredibly
: hard. The pain has been so bad that it has
: been hard to just stand up out of my chair,
: or take a step, or walk around my house or
: yard or even turn over in bad at night... I
: dont mean to have a pitty party here. I so
: want to be back to what I was just 6 yrs
: ago. Before the accident. before the MRSA.
: Before the Ostiopina, before the lose of
: cartilage in my joints, before the lung
: problems, before they found the degenerative
: bone disease. before,before, before.
: As my doctor tells me They wont be able to
: get me back to that place again but They can
: help relieve some of the Pain.
: How ever I am so thankful That I have my
: Lord to turn to and My wonderful Husband
: Mike. Who has been such a blessing. He
: Never Never complains.
: He is always there to help, no matter what.
: So Not just for today, I claim that This is
: the day I will make myself stronger in my
: Spirit, in my Heart, in my weight lose, I
: will try not to look back anymore and try to
: forge ahead not matter how hard it gets, no
: matter how much pain, no matter what I see
: before me. As my mom says This to will pass.
: This is the day I will not stop, keep my
: eyes forward, So if the tears come let them
: come it is a part of the process.
: I love you all for being my dear friends.
: Marvy
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