Posted by Sandra on 5/6/2008, 9:09 am, in reply to "Not just for today"
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Hi Marvy, go ahead have your self pity and have yourself a good cry, don't forget you are human with human emotions and feelings. Having that good cry is very therapeutic, we all spend so much time and effort trying to be strong all the time and holding things in but eventually it's got to break and that's o.k. because in the end it only makes you stronger. You will see your lap because you are doing so great and you have been working so hard and been so inspiring for everybody. You always have the right words to say to all of us and now it's our turn to get you through this day and you will get through it because you are a tough cookie. Sandra --Previous Message-- : This is the day that... I will not be : depressed about my weight. : I keep looking down at the spread that : covers my lap. This morning when I was : working out I started to cry, I wanted this : stomach to be gone NOW. Mike said It will : go honey you'll see. But all I see it no : lap. : These last few days have been so incredibly : hard. The pain has been so bad that it has : been hard to just stand up out of my chair, : or take a step, or walk around my house or : yard or even turn over in bad at night... I : dont mean to have a pitty party here. I so : want to be back to what I was just 6 yrs : ago. Before the accident. before the MRSA. : Before the Ostiopina, before the lose of : cartilage in my joints, before the lung : problems, before they found the degenerative : bone disease. before,before, before. : As my doctor tells me They wont be able to : get me back to that place again but They can : help relieve some of the Pain. : How ever I am so thankful That I have my : Lord to turn to and My wonderful Husband : Mike. Who has been such a blessing. He : Never Never complains. : He is always there to help, no matter what. : So Not just for today, I claim that This is : the day I will make myself stronger in my : Spirit, in my Heart, in my weight lose, I : will try not to look back anymore and try to : forge ahead not matter how hard it gets, no : matter how much pain, no matter what I see : before me. As my mom says This to will pass. : This is the day I will not stop, keep my : eyes forward, So if the tears come let them : come it is a part of the process. : I love you all for being my dear friends. : Marvy : :

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Posted by darlahr on 5/6/2008, 8:52 am, in reply to "Not just for today"
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Marvy, It makes me sad to read how down you are/were this morning!! I just want to reach out and squeeze you! Keep your chin up - you are doing beautifully and you will see this through and you will be changed forever and that's not a bad thing! You've learned a LOT about yourself through everything that you've had to deal with and you can be proud that you have conquered! You get out of bed each day to make this whole message board smile and really think about what it is that we want out of life! Everyone here is grateful for your kind words and inspiring posts! Keep on chuggin Darlah --Previous Message-- : This is the day that... I will not be : depressed about my weight. : I keep looking down at the spread that : covers my lap. This morning when I was : working out I started to cry, I wanted this : stomach to be gone NOW. Mike said It will : go honey you'll see. But all I see it no : lap. : These last few days have been so incredibly : hard. The pain has been so bad that it has : been hard to just stand up out of my chair, : or take a step, or walk around my house or : yard or even turn over in bad at night... I : dont mean to have a pitty party here. I so : want to be back to what I was just 6 yrs : ago. Before the accident. before the MRSA. : Before the Ostiopina, before the lose of : cartilage in my joints, before the lung : problems, before they found the degenerative : bone disease. before,before, before. : As my doctor tells me They wont be able to : get me back to that place again but They can : help relieve some of the Pain. : How ever I am so thankful That I have my : Lord to turn to and My wonderful Husband : Mike. Who has been such a blessing. He : Never Never complains. : He is always there to help, no matter what. : So Not just for today, I claim that This is : the day I will make myself stronger in my : Spirit, in my Heart, in my weight lose, I : will try not to look back anymore and try to : forge ahead not matter how hard it gets, no : matter how much pain, no matter what I see : before me. As my mom says This to will pass. : This is the day I will not stop, keep my : eyes forward, So if the tears come let them : come it is a part of the process. : I love you all for being my dear friends. : Marvy : :

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Posted by Lisa on 5/6/2008, 8:28 am, in reply to "Not just for today"
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Hi Marvy honey, I had goosebumps all over me when I read your post. You are such a great woman and so insightful. You will succeed, and sometimes we have to cry a little because that is also part of us. When you are a person that has the emount of empathy and love with others, you will also have it with yourself, and sometimes we all feel pain from what has been done or happened to our bodies and minds in this world. One day at a time. That is all we can do. Love and long warm hug! --Previous Message-- : This is the day that... I will not be : depressed about my weight. : I keep looking down at the spread that : covers my lap. This morning when I was : working out I started to cry, I wanted this : stomach to be gone NOW. Mike said It will : go honey you'll see. But all I see it no : lap. : These last few days have been so incredibly : hard. The pain has been so bad that it has : been hard to just stand up out of my chair, : or take a step, or walk around my house or : yard or even turn over in bad at night... I : dont mean to have a pitty party here. I so : want to be back to what I was just 6 yrs : ago. Before the accident. before the MRSA. : Before the Ostiopina, before the lose of : cartilage in my joints, before the lung : problems, before they found the degenerative : bone disease. before,before, before. : As my doctor tells me They wont be able to : get me back to that place again but They can : help relieve some of the Pain. : How ever I am so thankful That I have my : Lord to turn to and My wonderful Husband : Mike. Who has been such a blessing. He : Never Never complains. : He is always there to help, no matter what. : So Not just for today, I claim that This is : the day I will make myself stronger in my : Spirit, in my Heart, in my weight lose, I : will try not to look back anymore and try to : forge ahead not matter how hard it gets, no : matter how much pain, no matter what I see : before me. As my mom says This to will pass. : This is the day I will not stop, keep my : eyes forward, So if the tears come let them : come it is a part of the process. : I love you all for being my dear friends. : Marvy : :

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Posted by Barb L on 5/6/2008, 8:14 am, in reply to "Not just for today"
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Shed those tears honey! It is a healing process! My experiences in life, I believe is like this~ What happened to me I had to go thru to get to where I am today! Look at what you are doing today!You are entitled to pity parties, that lets us know you are human and that God still needs to be there for you! My prayers are with you Marvy! May God shine on you today and always! Hugs to you! --Previous Message-- : This is the day that... I will not be : depressed about my weight. : I keep looking down at the spread that : covers my lap. This morning when I was : working out I started to cry, I wanted this : stomach to be gone NOW. Mike said It will : go honey you'll see. But all I see it no : lap. : These last few days have been so incredibly : hard. The pain has been so bad that it has : been hard to just stand up out of my chair, : or take a step, or walk around my house or : yard or even turn over in bad at night... I : dont mean to have a pitty party here. I so : want to be back to what I was just 6 yrs : ago. Before the accident. before the MRSA. : Before the Ostiopina, before the lose of : cartilage in my joints, before the lung : problems, before they found the degenerative : bone disease. before,before, before. : As my doctor tells me They wont be able to : get me back to that place again but They can : help relieve some of the Pain. : How ever I am so thankful That I have my : Lord to turn to and My wonderful Husband : Mike. Who has been such a blessing. He : Never Never complains. : He is always there to help, no matter what. : So Not just for today, I claim that This is : the day I will make myself stronger in my : Spirit, in my Heart, in my weight lose, I : will try not to look back anymore and try to : forge ahead not matter how hard it gets, no : matter how much pain, no matter what I see : before me. As my mom says This to will pass. : This is the day I will not stop, keep my : eyes forward, So if the tears come let them : come it is a part of the process. : I love you all for being my dear friends. : Marvy : :

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