Posted by sdanzig on 11/8/2009, 5:09 am, in reply to "Re: Rude Awakening!!"
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Thank you so much Ruthann, I really appreciate that...I hope my post helps some people because it was heartfelt and I know others might feel the same way and I hope to show them that they are not alone. Love Sandra --Previous Message-- : Sandra, : : Rude Awakening! : Sandra, : I am so sorry you feel so horrible about the : weigh gain. I do hear that this happens : often. : I would give anything if there was some way : I could keep this from happening to you and : to others. I feel so bad for you because I : know how bad and hopeless it makes you : feel!! : : Do your best to get that weight back off so : you will feel like you did when you were a : size 8. : Celebrate every pound lost. : : You have my email address and my toll free : phone : number, use them if you need my help. : : Hugs & Love to you, : Get that first 10 pounds off and you should : feel a little better. : Ruthann : : : : --Previous Message-- : Allright girls, let's talk about a Rude : Awakening. When I did CD a couple of years : ago, I lost 50 pounds of which I gained 40. : Well anyway, I went from a size 18 to a size : 8. I revelled in my new body and in my : ability to wear cute and sexy stuff and I : got rid of all my big clothes with a message : to myself that I will never be back there : again...so yesterday I realized that I have : nothing that fits me and I went to Marshalls : because I figured I can't live out of sweat : pants and sweatshirts because it only : depresses me more and guess what I'm right : back at my size 18...oh the tears that : flowed down my face, I ended up leaving the : store and not buying anything because I was : hysterical and crying so hard, people must : have thought I was insane...wearing : sweatpants only hid the fact that I had gone : right back up again but it certainly did not : help me solve it. Well I just wanted to : share this with you becaue I know you will : all understand me. So I left the store and : headed straight for a cheeseburger : continuing to punish myself. Oh I'm crying : right now as I write this but I know I will : not be judged by any of you and that you : will be there to support me and not make me : feel more ashamed then I already feel. So : today, is day 1 for me of bettering myself, : no more footsying around the issue...I'm : either going to do this or gain 10lbs more : pounds and get more depressed...I choose to : live my life and be happy and I know I can : do it, there is no reason why I shouldn't be : able to take care of myself. O.K. this was : long, hope I didn't bore anybody. Love to : all of you..we understand each other's : struggles where others may not and we : understand each other's tears while others : may not. Love Sandra : : :

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Posted by sdanzig on 11/8/2009, 5:11 am, in reply to "Re: Rude Awakening!!"
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I knew you would Deborah :-) just know that I would understand anything that you are going through and that I will be there for you. Love Sandra --Previous Message-- : thanks for sharing that Sandra. I so : understand. : : : --Previous Message-- : Allright girls, let's talk about a Rude : Awakening. When I did CD a couple of years : ago, I lost 50 pounds of which I gained 40. : Well anyway, I went from a size 18 to a size : 8. I revelled in my new body and in my : ability to wear cute and sexy stuff and I : got rid of all my big clothes with a message : to myself that I will never be back there : again...so yesterday I realized that I have : nothing that fits me and I went to Marshalls : because I figured I can't live out of sweat : pants and sweatshirts because it only : depresses me more and guess what I'm right : back at my size 18...oh the tears that : flowed down my face, I ended up leaving the : store and not buying anything because I was : hysterical and crying so hard, people must : have thought I was insane...wearing : sweatpants only hid the fact that I had gone : right back up again but it certainly did not : help me solve it. Well I just wanted to : share this with you becaue I know you will : all understand me. So I left the store and : headed straight for a cheeseburger : continuing to punish myself. Oh I'm crying : right now as I write this but I know I will : not be judged by any of you and that you : will be there to support me and not make me : feel more ashamed then I already feel. So : today, is day 1 for me of bettering myself, : no more footsying around the issue...I'm : either going to do this or gain 10lbs more : pounds and get more depressed...I choose to : live my life and be happy and I know I can : do it, there is no reason why I shouldn't be : able to take care of myself. O.K. this was : long, hope I didn't bore anybody. Love to : all of you..we understand each other's : struggles where others may not and we : understand each other's tears while others : may not. Love Sandra : : :

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