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Posted by fee on 11/18/2005, 10:40 am Strangely enough, tables have turned. In July I met a fantastic guy who asked me to marry him in September after a whirlwind romance. He is 8 years older than me, was married before (for 12 years), has a 7 year old son from this marriage, and he treats me like a princess. He massages me, he regularly buys me flowers, he cooks for me, he is always there when I need him and I fell in love so could not really fail to say yes, although I did stipulate some time before we actually told the world and also before the actual marriage. Then we started talking about moving in together. I have a bigger house so he was to move in with me. I am a very independent person, have rented a room out in my home for many years, have travelled the world alone and worked hard in my career to be in a good comfortable position. Problem is that 2 months after the proposal I found out I was pregnant But the strange thing is that I thought this was all I wanted, a lovely guy, a child so why am I freaking out?? F
I posted on this about a year ago as I was with a commitment phobic guy who threw himself at me with words and promises and then could not bear to touch me anymore, overnight.
And this has sent me reeling. I am now pushing him away, making excuses not to rush moving in and so forth. Now this may be simply down to shock, things moving very fast or may be just down to raging hormones. I am 33 and the nearest a got to this was a boyfriend leaving me pregnant when I was 25. I had a termination at the time and took a long time to recover.
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