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Posted by Tim
on 12/8/2004, 7:16 pm
My body is racked with pain daily from running out to the portojohn to sob on the construction site. Then when I think I hit bottom it feels like i'm picked up by the ankles and slammed against concrete, then to be hit with a bolt of lightning. I'm completely lost. No matter what I say was/is a lie. I was devoted to my family, faithfull with a greatjob and never set foot in a bar. I have 2 stepkids I absolutely adore that i'll never see again. What do I do? Where do I go? All the plans and dreams I had for the rest of my life are gone. All I have now is my dog. If I could choose between this and to have my legs cut off with a chainsaw at the kneejoints the decision is east to make. God doesn't even listen. I have to find strength.
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