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Posted by Eric on 2/14/2005, 5:32 pm God Bless
Hello, I dont know if there is anyone on here who remembers me, but I was on her after a break up of about a year. I learned that things do get better, and they did. However, I guess I didnt learn my lesson. I have been dating someone who I loved(or at least I thought I did)and we planned to get married , etc. She became pregnant during our relationship(by choice)I was very happy. I am in my early 30's and dont have any children. The minute she found out she was pregnant, she all of a sudden became sick, I mean every day all day she claimed she was sick. I was trying so hard to be there for her. She quit her job because she said she couldn't work, I told her I would pay the bills, I tried comforting her, I cooked and cleaned. She did nothing, but lay around all day, then she started blamming me for everything, saying she wanted me to leave, that I was not the right one for her, made me feel like shit. She told me she wanted me to leave, so I went out of town to visit family, she kept calling my family and telling them how sick she was etc. I did not play into it, because I have felt so used. I got back in town, and she called me this morning to tell me she misscarried. I believe this is what she wanted. She stopped eating, she kept making things worse. To tell the truth I dont know if she had a miscarriage or an abortion while I was gone. Now I am hurting, I gave up my apt to move in with ehr( as per her request) and I have no where to go. I am not from the city I live in and I feel so alone. I dont understand why? I would appreciate any advice or thoughts.
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