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Posted by HopelessGuy20 on 2/27/2005, 11:41 pm
I feel like Im destined for bad things. I was doing great for a while and my loneliness was not hurting me badly. But today in church I saw 2 young couples together and nearly just broke down and cried. Now the rest of the day I have felt like this and feel like life is hopeless and not worth the energy it takes to get through it. I dont know whats wrong...Im 6 ft 1, 185 lbs, and have been thought to have been "hot" by a good many girls, but Im alone still. I feel unlovable and disgusted at myself and have thought almost all day about what it would be like to be dead and have thought a great deal about taking my life. Sure my family would miss me initially, but theyd get over it. If anybody has advice or just a kind word in general, I REALLY need it. Oh God, Im so close to going over the edge and I know it. HELP SUM1, im siraling in2 a sea of loathing and despair I havent felt in a long time!!!
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